Strange Mind

A Hello, to whoever this will read...or to nobody.. i don't know if somebody read it at all...

Whatever... i start...

Ehm...this Day i was already going to late to work...i had to drive fast. -.-'
I waste so much time in the morning... i must get faster...but i hang to long in front of the notebook...its my addiction.

I know that i'm sitting to much in front of the computer.. -. -but there are my only friends...

So.. now to the Theme...on work i got a new build line...a easier build line...you dont have to know what i work.. i think you get it from reading my blog...
A Colleague who is in charge of this build line is going in holiday and i have to take over it.
It's the colleague who is the oldest and he has the most experience cause he works there for over 8 years now...
I think its easier...its the easiest build line with the. i think not so much parts i had in the build line i got before.
Hm...anyway...i think the work there is easy.. but..there are people who make it hard...
they search for mistakes to criticize you.
Its hard for me because.. after this i am a lot harder to myself.
Already without this i think i am unqualified and stupid...
I am a really selfcritical and pessimistic person...i always think i am not good enough...
I even though about changing the work... but.. the new build line.. i think i make it better then the last time...

Even i think it was not my fault that there where so many parts run short..because...today they came oO
They just came to late.. <,<
And all looked that i not get along with the build line.. i must say.. it was the biggest build line.

Ok...i don't know if it interest somebody but...I write it primary for myself... cause its getting boring.. ^^


So..c ya tomorrow =)